Saturday, October 17, 2015

Idaho comes to Cali

So my mom and dad arrived last Friday morning and left this morning.  One week was really good.  They  kept me so busy, I felt like I couldn't stop moving.

Friday night, we went to Taylor's Choir Concert at Stan State.  My babies first college performance 🎶🎤🎹 I also got to meet her 'big' Allison.  Tay joined a sorority for music and of course I can't remember the name of it. 

Hailey's had no school the week my parents were here but she did have volleyball games and practices. On Tuesday they beat Central Catholic but lost against Oakdale on Thursday. It's been up and down for the girls this season.  I believe their record is 4-5, Varsity is 0-9, and I'm not sure about freshman.

We are super excited to see them and our Idaho family in December.  Hoping for some snow, I'd like to check out skiing or sledding with the girls. 

Well I'm still waiting for a response from the disability board about their decision.  He said it would be within a week and its over a week.  I'm super nervous.  I just don't know what I will do if they deny my appeal.  I'll have to pay back 3 months of income plus any and all medical that was covered at the time.  Both my cataracts were done,  medical appointments,  prescriptions,  lab work and my new glasses.  Haha don't know how that will work if they take me off disability because I won't be able to find a job.   Uugghh life is so messed up sometimes. 

Gonna try not and stress too much because I need sleep.  😴💤 Ambien needs to kick in!!!

Xoxo

Jane

Monday, October 05, 2015

Over / Under

I've been on the new meds for about a week now.  Not exactly sure what to be expecting,  I mean I have an overactive thyroid.  Are the trying to make me underactive?  I don't want that because people with underactive gain weight.... And I should be looking weight if I'm overactive.   This whole thing is messed up. 

I'm so tired of being fat and having no motivation or will power to move forward.  I know I need to eat better and exercise but I never do. I  get so tired and sore that lasts for days after exercing.  I'm suppose to get 10,000 steps in a day but I'm lucky to get a quarter of that in before I feel my feet starting to ache.  I loose my breath by doing minimal things. 

I'm glad that the fall season is here but where's the cooler weather? I'm ready for my hoodie, yoga pants and my New Balances shoes.  I'm gonna get my walk on.  :)

Xoxo
Jane